A feeling
Held up in boxes
An inclination
Which can seem so strange
My truest desires
Surely to be analyzed
To the point of no return
To the point of no fucking return
I accept my original reflection
One which I also run away from
Disconnecting my former self
As I gaze into this ultimate reflection
I wonder if what I see has any true impact
I can only wonder who is to blame
The projection
Of my disdain for myself
Onto all of humanity
It would be nice to feel whole again
The fine line between
Me and you
I want to feel something real
To feel your flesh against my own
To touch's a man's lips
To hear your voice
Implying some sort of delusion
A delusion of myself
In a heightened state
The delusion of control
Which at once implicates my ego
But encourages deception
I want to feel something real
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